Samantha and other variations of that. Art lover and creator. Sometimes NSFW 18+
I was a mad woman, I wanted California to fall into the sea, and I wanted to fall in with it, to be swallowed by a thing so big, so huge, so utterly enormous that I would disappear into absolute nothingness. I wanted to see it heave and slide and fall with the greatest roar and rumble the world had ever known, and I wanted to go down with it, because once I went down with it , I wouldnt have to think about how scattered were the fragments of my life and mind. If the fragments wouldn't come together and function for me, then let them fly apart, scatter, and be gone weightless throughout the universe. Let freedom reign. Let nothing matter. That was my belief.
My third grade teacher called my mother and said, ‘Ms. Cox, your son is going to end up in New Orleans in a dress if we don’t get him into therapy.’ And wouldn’t you know, just last week I spoke at Tulane University, and I wore a LOVELY green and black dress.